Completely jumbled dream: Mom and Dad were together, it was very snowy outside and I was living with them and Richard at the house on Vandalia, although Mom and Dad were hardly there. I was in a foul mood, making rude comments left and right, especially directed at Dad. I remember telling Mother that I faked love for my brother just to make her happy. (Did I realize in my dream that Mother had passed on?) At some point we were all at a restaurant, late at night, which was attached to some sort of airport. I got really upset again and said I was leaving, and then told Mother to come with me. Mother and I somehow got distracted and rushed into a very dark room with small pools of light. For some reason I knew this place to be a shop of some sort. In one of the pools of light was Linda (God-Mother). She said "Hello, Daniel". Next thing I know, me, Mom and Dad were in some sort of vehicle and again I was furious, making rude comments about my father. Jump again to the front lawn of the house on Vandalia. Richard is there, no sign of Mom or Dad. No snow this time. It's daytime and the place is trashed, not dissimilar to how Richard actually lives. All of a sudden, friends of his started showing up, being loud and boisterous. At that point in the dream I felt extremely suicidal. I did not realize I was dreaming.
A sidenote: perhaps the anger and frustration in this dream is caused by Justin (Ward) breaking up with me again. Also I had taken hydrocodone earlier in the night.
